Serotonin.

It has been an argument in my mind for years if true love is determined by fate or if it is more of a choice. So what really is true love?

This morning I watched a random movie from abscbn. It was about teenage love. It made me come up with a decision to finally end the argument.

Love is, for me, a choice. Why? Simply because from the very start of every relationship you choose wether or not to be friends with a complete stranger who you don't know will probably be your bf in the future. When you become friends and get to know each other more, realize how awesome he is in so many ways, you choose wether or not to pursue it further or to keep it just that. If someone courts you, you choose wether or not you will let him court you. And when you get to like him, you choose to be his gf. Once you're together, know each other deeper, discover each others' flaws, make mistakes and hurt each other, it is your choice to wether stand up and be brave enough to walk away or to just never let go.

It all starts with one choice, one decision, one moment to think it over. Your choice, not anyone else's simply coz it's your life.

PS.
Always choose to be happy.

Haters gonna hate.

To whom it may concern,

Do whatever you want. Do whatever makes you happy. Just don't violate the Ten commandments and you're good to go! NEVER mind what other people might think or say. They don't matter. What matters is that you are happy and remember no matter what you do, haters gonna hate.

Sincerely,
Just a random stranger. <3

Cosa forever!

Sobra sobra sobra ako thankful dahil nagkaron ako ng bestfriends na gaya nila (di man palagi kumpleto) kasi may kanya kanya na buhay.

Walang nagbago since day 1. Yung non stop kwentuhan at kamustahan about sa buhay at lovelife haha! Yung chismisang wantusawa. Yung walang humpay na tawanan, isang tingin lang alam mo na ibig sabhin. Yung tanggap ka nila noon ngayon at kung ano man mangyare sa future. Yung walang iwanan! Haaaay! Namiss ko sila ng sobraaaa!! :')

Sobra sobra saya ko kahit nagdinner lang kami at roadtrip. I love them to bits! My true blood sisters forever! :*

Labels: 143, bonding, cosa, dinner, roadtrip

Too young to be sad.

I have been busy with social networking sites nowadays. (Tumblr, twitter, instagram, and facebook) At first I thought maybe because I just missed doing it because I was deprived from it a few months ago. But while browsing through tumblr, an idea or maybe an answer popped into my head. Maybe it wasn't because I missed it. Maybe it wasn't just because I'm not busy anymore or just plain bored. But maybe it is because I'm hating my reality now, and I'm using them as an escape, a sanctuary or a place to vent out feelings that I can't get out of my system.

But then again maybe I'm just plain bored.

Tuesdays with Papa

2nd day of waiting / tambay / palamunin sa bahay.

Ginising ako ni Papa dahil tuturuan na daw nya ako magluto ng adobo! Wahahaha sobrang natatawa ako hanang nagluluto. Kaso wala akong friends to laugh with lol loner much!



I promise it tastes better than it looks. :))

After that, we (me and papa) spent the afternoon watching a movie, Kimmy Dora 2. Kasi no choice lol :p

Leggo July!

First day unemployed.

Woke up all alone at home so I ended up turning on the radio, made my own breakfast, and cleaned the whole house! It almost felt like I move out and already living on my own. It just made me realize more how old I am (but not exactly "more mature" tho).

What to do while waiting for August?
Well, my number one priority is to learn how to cook! Adobo to be particular. :p Hopefully I got some inborn cooking skills from my dad. And alsoooo, I want to lose weight! I have gained so much in just 3 months!

I feel like it's new year and I have got all these resolutions in my mind! So excited to learn new things this month.

LEGGO July! Go make me happy!

KEEP CALM and PRAY.

For some (or most) of college students, to be able to graduate is everything. For us, former student nurses, graduation is just a step closer to our greatest fear, the Nursing Licensure Exam.

I miss being a student. I miss traveling alone on PUVs (Nova-Blum jeepneys). I miss getting bored during lectures to the point na literally nakakabaliw. I miss those non-stop 24/7 kwentuhan with your best friends! Yung tipong tulog lang pagitan dahil mon-sun ang pasok! I miss laughing out so loud and not caring about other people. I miss everything, every moment, every detail I could ever remember about being a college student.

No one will ever really realize how fun it is to be a teenager until you become an adult. I guess that's just life, people will never be satisfied with what they have now. Too blind to see what's already infront of you, too busy looking past forward it.

We just had our board exam yesterday and today. It was, for me, unfair to throw questions like that. That doesn't even measure what you've learned in 4 years! Well, again that's just my opinion. Pag ako naging BON, babaguhin ko ang sistema, PROMISE.Going back, I thought after almost a year or more of preparing for the exam eh makakapante na ako na makakapasa kami and live up to the tradition na 100%! Hahaha Pamura lang ng isa, PUTANGINA di pala. Pero siyempre as a believer of the Law of attraction, papasa kami lahat!! God will provide. <3 #prayforus

Minutes after answering the last exam earlier, I thought I would be free. Yung makakahinga na ng maluwag kasi tapos na. Pero hindi! *suppressing thoughts now*

1month or more. Another countdown to the most important news I have been dreaming to hear since my first day in college.. I hope and pray everything will be okay and everyone of us will pass the board exam. If it's meant to be, it will happen. If not, God has better plans.



Goodnight stressed minds. Keep calm and Pray. <3

Instalove ♥

It's been so long since my last post here. I was very busy with school, graduation, studying or in short I was very busy living my life to the fullest.

Time did fly so fast. 4 months seemed almost like 4 days. So many things/special moments has happened and I sometimes regret that I was not able to blog about them. :( But this morning, my boyfriend (yes, kami na "officially" and will probably blog about it some other time) insisted that I go back to blogging again. For some reason he missed reading my posts which for a fact is mostly if not all about "us". hehe :">

So getting back to "making kwento" how my day was,  today I finally had the time to buy myself an instant camera, a polaroid-ish Fujifilm Instax Mini!! I have been wanting to have an instant camera since I was in high school. It took me like 4 years before I got to buy one. Haha! Better late than never, don't you think? ;)

 Yes! This definitely goes to my "favorite moments in life" list, which by the way I just made up 10 seconds ago. Haha! ♥

Labels: 143, himig, love

My 20th birthday ♥

I usually spend my birthday with my friends, either we go to Enchanted Kingdom or go swimming. This year, because of my veeeerrrryyy BUSY schedule (mon-sun classes) I can't afford to have a whole day free to celebrate it. So I've decided to spend it just with my family and himig.


"Sana po magkatuluyan kami ni Camille..." -- Himig's prayer @ Sta. Clara :")
 I will never forget this. I hope we could still manage to love each other even at our worst days. Iloveyou mahal! *huuuuuuuug*

Friday the 13th!

Last day of  midterm exams today at nadefine talaga ng OB-Pedia complications ang word na "mahirap"! Ako lang ba nahirapan kasi di ako nag-aral o talagang mahirap? Haha! Na-bobo ako kanina nung nagsasagot e. Iniisip ko nalang, "bahala na, matapos lang to!"

After exams, nag-taxi kami papuntang trinoma nila Eli, Michy, at Himig. So habang traffic, bumaba yung driver at may tinignan siya sa hood ng taxi. Tapos may tinawagan siya tas parang sinasabi, may tumutunog daw sa may makina. Tas parang kaming lahat iniisip "hala ano kaya yun?" at nagtuturuan na kami kung sino magtutulak hahaha! Tapos niyan nung nasa MRT na kami pa U-turn, bigla namatay yung engine!! hahaha



First time namin maexperience na mamatayan ng sasakyan sa gitna ng highway! :)) ang nakakatawa diyan, nagpanic kaming 3 (ako, eli, michy) kasi magpipicture kami for my "project 366" habang si Himig at yung driver ay nagtutulak ng taxi papunta sa gilid. :)) HAHA *minsan lang kaya yun mangyare kaya dapat trinetreasure!! LOL

Labels: fridaythe13th, himig, pepsi, road trip

Dear 2012

How can a person truly sum up an entire year of experiences, dreams, and friendships in only a few words? Impossible, i know. That's why i wouldn't try. HAHA

Didn't 2011 start like yesterday? and now here we all are, bracing ourselves for another new year!
People have been going in on how 2011 has either been absolutely horrible for them or the time of their life.
Me? it was one hell of an emotional roller coaster ride and I loved every memory of it. In 2011 i have made some of the best memories that i will keep with me forever. There was a lot of forgiveness and acceptance this year and, brace yourself, growing up. I know i can be immature at times pero look at me now haha physically and emotionally i am getting older and *mature* (sumang-ayon na, blog ko to eh haha)

Anyway, I just wanna share this short speech from the movie New Year's Eve:
 "It's suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that's what New Year's is all about: getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be. So when that ball drops at midnight - and it will drop - let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long."


To my unforgettable 2011, here’s to the memories we made, the times we had, the laughter we shared, and the friends we loved. It’s been a learning, enlightening and reflecting year and I really do abhor goodbyes but c’est la vie!

Dear 2012, i hope you live up to my expectations. Surprise me with lots and lots of awesomeness! <3

Labels: 2012, happy new year

I love you regardless.

Honestly, the past few months happened to be the most crucial phase of our relationship. (so far)
We've been fighting over the silliest, smallest, unimportant things over and over. I must say, it was so hard to see "us" going through that. Going through the worst with him is just excruciating. Words cannot suffice how it felt like.
But there is one thing I've learned about it all. That no matter how much it hurts sometimes, no matter how screwed up things are, we still love each other regardless.

Labels: himig, love, yeartwo

Cute convo with him

mill: e kasi lagi nalang tayo nag aaway feeling ko magssawa ka rin sa akin dahil ganto ako kasi
jim: haha
jim:  himig, kahit ano ka pa. wala yan sa pagmamahal ko sayo
mill: bakit ka tumatawa?
jim: kasi ang cute mo mahal ko ^_^ di ako magsasawa sayo kahit araw araw tayo magaway. lalo nga kita minamahal e.
kasi parang araw araw kita susuyuin kung araw araw tayo magaaway  ^_^ i love you mahal ko.
wag ka na malungkot. magkikita tayo bukas oh.
mill: bakit cute?
jim: eh basta ang cute e. naiimagine kita na sinasabe mo sakin yan ng magkasama tayo
jim: mahal ko, wag ka na malungkot o
jim:
mill: pano pag di na ko cute para sayo?
jim is typing...
jim: mahal naman kita e. bonus lang pagkacute mo

Labels: cheesy convo, himig, SEMBREAK

Happy one year, Himig.

Labels: anniversary, himig, love

Where do I see myself 5 yrs from now?

Honestly, when I met himig, all my dreams have changed. I used to dream of living abroad working as a highly paid nurse or continue studying and earn a Master's degree and add "commas" to my name. Now I have just this one dream, to be with him have a beautiful family, take care of them and be happy. In short, be a simple housewife. Maybe other people might think "tinatamad lang yan magtrabaho" well, matagal na akong tamad pero di yun yung major reason why I would love to just stay at home.

I want to give the best to my family. I want to cook for them, cook the dishes I've watched on Masterchef and Everyday Italian. I wanna be there on their first day at school. I wanna be there on every Parent-Teacher conference. I wanna be my child's best friend whom she/he can talk to whenever he/she gets home. I wanna dress my guy for work. I wanna surprise him when he gets home with a great dinner I prepared. I've got so many plans in my mind already. Family day outs, Sunday would always be a family day, Saturdays are for my husband, etc. I wanna be there for my family 100%. I wanna be the greatest mom and wife there'll ever be.

Is it too much to ask? I just wanna be with them, everyday.

So where do i see myself 5 yrs from now?
Well I hope I had enough ipon na for my wedding, because I wanna get married by 2018. LOL
And hopefully, I have a small business (hmm like a coffee place/sbux-ish where teenagers can stay or hang out with great pasta and sandwiches tapos wi-fi tapos kape kape din haha). Pero mukang di yan mangyayare kung sa Pinas lang ako magttrabaho as a nurse diba. tas 5 years work lang! Pero kung di ako mag aabroad, siguro mag ppart time jobs ako aside from being a staff nurse anywhere preferrably sa St. Luke's or Medical City.

Labels: future plans, himig

T.G.I.F.

Sooo pagkagising namin, sobrang lakas ng ulan at hangin sa labas. Tinawagan ko siya agad *as always*, "good morning.. blah blah blah.. so pano yan? ang lakas ng ulan makakapunta ka pa ba?" Isang napakaepal na problema para mga lovers ang bagyo hahahaha pansin ko lang, ang hassle kasi magkita or gumala pag bumabagyo eeeee.

Around 12 dahil mapilit kami at eto lang ang araw na free kami pareho, napagdesisyunan namin magkita. So pinapunta ko siya sa BF phase 1 gate para dun magkita at sunduin siya para di na malayo ikkomyut niya kung sa bayan pa siya ddaan.

Pagdating sa bahay, si Papa ang busy busy hahaha ewan ako pinag gagagawa niya LOL. Iniiwanan lang kaming 2 sa bahay. *ganon ba kami kamukang ANGHEL para iwan?* haha buti nalang anghel kami talaga LOL.

Ang saya lang tumambay at magpakatamad kasama siya. Yung feeling na walang iniisip na problema/school/OJT/ kahit na ano pa, yung feeling na sarap na sarap ka sa moment na yun na kahit nanonood lang kayo pareho ng TV/nagiipod lang.

Nakaka-"high" lang pag kasama ko siya hahaha. Sumayaw kami nung "BY CHANCE" muntanga pero ang saya. Binuhat niya ako nung parang sa bagong kasal at piggy back ride. (wish come true :") )
At sumayaw din kami ng *di ko alam tawag* pero pang Prom hahaha Sa pagkakatanda ko kasi di ako sumayaw nung prom: 1) Kasi ayoko yung makikipagpartner tas ssayaw sa umpisa ng Prom. So kinausap ng papa ko si Sir Jim para di ako ssayaw. *Nice one Pa!*    2) Ayoko lang talaga sumayaw haha kaya nung may nag aya sakin sumayaw,eee lumabas nalang kami nila Cha hehe :p
Come to think of it, he's my first dance. Dibaaaa? :") ang sweet haha ngayon ko lang naisip. hahahaha! Buti nalang pala di ako naki pagsayaw kahit kanina nung Prom! Thank you Camille from 3rd year HS, I owe you this one.

Nung bumalik na si papa, *actually pabalik balik siya*, sabi nya magluto daw ako. EEE DAHIL MAGALING AKO MAGLUTO, haha nagluto kami ng Mac and Cheese. :) Kain kain din. Lol
At dahil andito din sa bahay minsan si Tito Larry (tito na nakatira sa hawaii pero nagbakasyon dito for a month), nagulat ako kasi gusto niya kami picturan. E ano pa magagawa ko hahaha edi nagpapicture kami sakanya. Ano kaya ichura namin dun? hahaha

Tapos ng merienda, ssunduin na namin si Mama sa Trinoma. So nagpunta kami 3 sa trino, at kumain uli sa Chuck's Steaks and .., ang paborito naming sizzling sa foodcourt dun. NOMNOMNOM :D

Labels: date, family, himig, love

A crazy little thing called ℒℴѵℯ

go to photo album

Watched it earlier today with R and Himig at home. :)
F na F talaga namin ang pagiging LEGAL? LOL
Ang ganda ng movie! Ang ganda at pogi ng mga bida pero ampapanget ng mga boses nila lol. Super Kim Chui look-alike si NAM, ang bidang babae. :) Ganda niya nakakaingget!! :|

Anyway, so dati sinasabi ni Jim, parang kami yun. Siguro sa part na "natorpe siya sakin dati" hahahahahahaha

To himig,
san nga ba dun yung sinasabi mong parang tayo? :)
Kung kasi about sa first love yun, tayong tayo yun! First love mo ko, first love kita. :") ayiee haha

Labels: himig, love, movie

12 hrs with Himig

go to photo album

Today's Plan: Magsabay papunta BLUM. Kumuha ng stub number for my enrollment. Pumunta UST. Movie Marathon sa Trinoma.

Dahil sobrang lakas ng ulan nung umaga..
Mill: Pa, hatid mo na ako bayan.
Papa: Ihahatid na lang kita hanggang Blumentritt
Mill: Hala, eh may kasabay ako nasa bayan na siya.
Papa: Sino?
Mill: Si jim
Papa:  Ha? Sino yun?
Mill: Hala di mo kilala yun? Si jiiiim..
Papa: Edi sabihin mo isabay nalang natin siya
Mill: (HUWE GRABE SHOCKING HAHA)

Bayan:
Dinaanan si Jim sa may Plaza.1st time na magkakasama sa kotse (mama, papa, ako, jim). Awkward konti pero nung medyo tumagal hindi na rin hehe. Ang sarap ng feeling na "NO NEED TO HIDE ANYTHING". Feel na feel ko na tanggap sa pamilya si Jim. LOL

Blum:
Kumuha ng stub # sa CGH.
IMBA lang kasi ang sched namin for this sem ay MONDAY to SUNDAY. :|
*kahit nga ang Diyos nagpahinga ng isang araw e*
Hindi na talaga maka-tao tong school namin, walang awa. :|

Espanya:
Nagpasa ng paper works sa UST para sa OJT ni Jim.
*sobra kabado* pero buti nalang walang tao hahaha
ayaw na ayaw ko sa mga university na madaming studyante ee hehe

Trinoma:
MOVIE MARATHON
Bumili ng tix for Kung Fu Panda, 1:45pm at Pirates of the Caribbean, 4:35pm
*yan ay dahil di kami nakanood ng potc last week dahil dito lang kami sa bahay*
Kumain sa Yellow Cab: Alfredo's at tinry ang Potato Wedges
*Sarap ng potato wedges!!!*

Mga 7pm plus..
Habang nasa pila ng fx bayan, biglang may fireworks display :")
Havey ang date na ito LOL
Ang saya! :")

Labels: date, family, himig, movie, ycab

Meet and Greet

Sabi nila May 21st is Judgement Day / End of the world, but it didn't happen. Sabi nila magkakaroon ng earthquake, but nothing happened. Well, prayers are much much more stronger than stupid predictions ppl make.

Labels: himig, love, parents

Himig Day ♥

 Simula nung nag-OJT siya, di na kami nakakapagkita tuwing weekdays, so every saturday (free day) = HMG day. lol  :p

Labels: date, himig, love

Surprises!

April 26, 2011
Surprise #1
Fansign posted on his FB wall.

• • 
    

    Carlo Tolentino hahaha hay nakoooooo :) ilyaaft
    

    April 26 at 11:07pm · Like
  • 
    

    Carlo Tolentino ‎:"> i love you so much. thank you for this :D kahit pagod ako sa byahe medyo nawawala kapag nakikita ko to :p i love you.
    

    April 27 at 9:44am · Unlike ·  1 person
  • 
    

    Mill Cruz awwwwe. sige na okay na yan. :))) iloveyou. i cant wait for you to get home. :D
    

    April 27 at 9:49am · Like

Labels: himig, love, surprise

Tweeeeet!

Labels: boredom, twitter

but I can't.

i just want to be with you

Room make-over!

Dahil summer na at ang init init! Napagtanto naming maglagay ng aircon sa kwarto ko. WAHAHA! YES! SA WAKAS!! :))

Labels: family, my room, summer 2011

The notebook collector ;p

Bought soooo many "unnecessary things" as what other people might say. But for me, it gives me great satisfaction when I get to see my collection growing. **Notebooks, cute stuffs and colorful cutics! :))

Labels: i love notebooks, random, unexpected meet and greet

SMILE! ♥

Oyes! Sa wakas, nabili na rin ang gusto kong cameraaaa! :D

Labels: family

« Older posts


Copyright ©. Layout by OhMissLinda.
Please view with Google Chrome in a screen resolution of 1280 x 800.
Picture from: Tumblr All rights reserved 2011 - Infinite.

Stars and Stitches ★